This past weekend was my dad’s 65th
birthday. Such a great celebration with
friends and family that was documented by my aunt who is the photographer in
the family. Looking at the pictures
posted on FB, I came across one that horrified me. It was a picture of myself from behind:
Now, I understand that I am overweight. But I always had an idea of what I might look
like to others based on what I saw in the mirror. However, nothing that I ever pictured looked like
that. As weighing over 300 lbs, I knew I
might be bigger than what I was seeing but to be that? It was a huge wake up call.
Every few months or so I try to get back on track. I try to lose weight so I don’t feel the way
I do. I’m always told what a great
person I am and how beautiful I am on the inside but I want that beauty to be
matched on the outside. Whenever I get
on these kicks I lose about 20lbs or so but then I become lazy and slide back
into bad habits. I’m hoping by keeping
this blog that it will be another way to hold myself accountable besides having
my roommate help and as a way to document my progress which will hopefully lead
me to living a healthy life style. Here’s
to the start of a new journey.
Age: 31
Starting weight: 306.6
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